You want to write my story. It seems like you’re trying to write a horror story.

Well fuck you. You can’t do that with my life. I won’t let you make a moral of me. Cut that out, asshole. 

The awkward moment when you go to sleep fully clothed and wake up naked from the waist down.

…Did I drink something last night?

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OH YEAH. THAT’S DEFINITELY STREP. 

RIGHT BEFORE YOUR RECITAL TOO. WHAT PISS POOR TIMING.

I can’t even explain how much I relate to this right now. 

Sometimes I like to pretend I believe in reincarnation, just because I’m attracted to the fact that I can die and be reborn into somebody who just doesn’t give a fuck.

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Listen to me. This is YOUR fault. YOURS. Entirely.

I’ve never had such a concentrated outburst of anger. And it’s ALL your fault. I’m so sick of your endless bullshit. You make it so easy on other people but I’ve got to deal with this FUCKING MONSTER for the rest of my life. The only alternative you may offer me is to die, really, because I’ll never have a chance to be fucking normal, I’m just going to be this ambiguous shit for the rest of my life, and it’s YOUR FAULT, Dad, Mom, God, but more than anything, self for not seeing this shit earlier and doing something about it. 

Truly, greatly, fuck my life. Fuck it fully and entirely, fuck it inside out, upside down, sideways, backwards, all directions. Fuck all this horse shit. I’m sick of trying to be something for you and YOUR ass is the one that fully prevents me from doing it. I’ve never been so angry. So angry. So angry. 

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You and the devil should both just leave me alone. 

I want to live my life away from either of your influences.

I need to know who it is I want to be before I put the whole of my identity in either of your stupid precepts.

Why does it have to be this way. 

Can the power of Reblog help me win $20,000?

Hey guys, I need your help. 

I’m enrolled in an ongoing competition on Zinch.com. To the winner goes a $20,000 Scholarship to attend school.

I know some of you are in college right now, and you know how huge a difference that would make. $20,000 would open up every door, it would make so many things possible that were not possible before. The only way I can win $20,000, though, is if I get a bit of help. So I’ve broken this up into three super easy steps that’ll take about two minutes of your time and make the world of difference for me. 

1. Create an account on Zinch.com. I know it’s annoying, but they do it so people can’t vote 12,000 times. You can log in with Facebook so it takes less than a second. 

2. Follow this URL: www.zinch.com/lucas-coura-1 to my profile. There’s a little button that says “Vote”. Just hit that little button and I’m one vote closer. If you feel so inclined, you can also follow me on that page, it increases my chances as well.

3. The most critical, PLEASE reblog this. It is of no cost to you, but it will make an ENORMOUS difference to me. It can easily be the deciding factor of where and if I even go to school, so please give me a hand here.

Thank you so much, guys. 

-Lucas

I’m kind of a lurker.